My brother is the most stupidest person. It seems that out of everyone in my life he is the one that makes me cry everyday. He cant help it, it just seems that god put him here to “test” me. Well i dont need fucking testing, i have gone through enough fucking testing and who would have thought that if someone had been told to piss me off it would me my own flesh and blood. My brother.

I hate him, i truly hate him. In my opinion i dont think there is a point to his existence apart form making everyone around him depressed and upset. This inst even an exaggeration at all and there are plenty of people that would say the same. 

We have quite an elderly dad and he has made him cry several times due to his lack of consideration. I hate him and i want him out of my life. He is just a happy sucking prick who think he knows everything. He knows shit. He has no qualifications, no life and depressing friends. He cant stand anyone else being happy, oh no of course not because he has just had the worst life ever. No one could understand the pain he has gone through because no one on this planet has ever had bad times in there life. 

Hes supposed to be my brother, my older brother we are supposed to be past the stage of pitiful arguments over nothing. Surely if you have been through shit in your life some level of it must have slapped you over the face. It must have missed. 

Why does he have to be so rude to my friends, i am always soo nice to his, i make them meals i talk to them, i make sure that i always get on with them but of course he wont give me the same courtesy. Instead, he is just ridicules them right in front of there face, why does he do that?! Why cant he just be nice to someone? Isnt that the stuff you learn when your four?

I hate it how he is happy. I hate how his cheeks can spread across his face and make this expression saying that he is happy. I fucking hate it.. Why cant karma do its job and get the fuck rid of him. He makes himself up to be this talented maestro but i feel like taking every plate in the house and smashing in across his skull, hopefully that will make him get the picture that he isnt that special and he isnt unique. He isnt special, he a worthless hobo and sucks money and affection out of everyone. 

Stupid excuse of human being. Thats you. You have no point in your life and you a have shown it through your lack of commitment to ANYTHING you do. Nothing will teach you that the reality of your life and im not surprised because something did it would make you feel so ashamed. I hope you choke on you next meal and realize thats its only a fraction of the pain you have caused me.